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Clinging to the silent lifeline of sent emails and my phone that won't ring. How can I go from feeling like I have everything to feeling like I have destroyed it all? Through my careless behavior, my lack of thought.. silent thought or gentle meditation. Suspended in space and time and I don't even know what to say anymore.
I have hurt my one and only lover, the man I have spent every day with for the past 2 months. Who I have grown to love and need in a way. I am lost alone, unknowing of where to turn next.
Thursday, Mar. 17, 2011
9:43 p.m.
9:43 p.m.