-A house where the woman is everything. Like a silent spy, where the man is high and mighty and on his thrown. But who really does everything?
I woudln�t want to be anything else. Inside the woman, there really is earth. Plant the seed and we are where life grows. We hold it, raise it, give to it, see it, predict its growth, see where it will fall. So where are all the women, what do they think? Where are the danger points for our lovely world? My Daddy used to say... ``now that�s a safety hazard.��

I found 5 today.

-Separation. Separtion between people, classes, culture, countries. Tug o war with our world. Who�s going to step in and stop the cats fighting game. Split apart school yard children, before they tear up all the grass in the ground.

-Money... a note that imprisons us. ```Race ya, who can get more bills?�� We�ve got great minds in this world. Strong people, creative people, dancers, singers, artists, Leaders. But you don�t get anywhere without money. The leaders today are leaders born with money... its a work all day and night kind of game to really get to the top. Work all day and night and slave for the money. Forget about writing, forget about learning, forget about exercise and making love. Take away our freedom to more than 9 hours a day. Go to bed late and wake up early..... where our dreams used to teach us, feed us, let us grow, and we can�t even have that any more.
Who knows how to live the rich farm man�s way. Grow up your crops and live it up simple like. I don�t know about you, but I want my new friends to be the ladies who live on the organic farms, built their houses up from scratch, harvest their own food, catch their own meat. Want some cash? then go to the city, sell some crops, but they could live for days alone off of everything they�ve made. Slaves to nothing and three children that haven�t even been touched by the government. Yeah, when everything crashes, they�ll be safe... then I see the whole world running to them, running to their gates. Teach us how to plant again. Teach us how to live a life with nothing.
(yet, a life with everything)
And its hard how we all have to conform in a way to make it to the top. But not to drown in it...

-What to believe, and what not to believe in this media game and day. Nothing is the truth anymore, and when was it ever? We�ve got problems with the voting poles, money schemes, and war. A race for oil and where is the logic... impossible to change a thousand people�s point of view at the same time let alone a billion? Still got our big daddys making up all the decisions...and I�ve got to pause to take a shit its crazy how we are still so much like animals. Born up into the system. Given our number... and our prints are charted. Anyone who gets out of line and you�ve got them down and good. Keep them locked up where they should be. And I�m not just talking about the beasts who murder, lie, and cheat, rape and steal... but the ones who look abd question and see... the world has got them too... the world has got us too.
We look up every day to men in their suits. Make up the schemes, and you�ve always got your good and bad, always have to level out some things.

-But when you�ve got the country underneath this cover called freedom, the trap that keeps us inside this air balloon. When the freedom we have as people gets harder to obtain every day, the more we grow, the more we follow, the more we accept.
Life is easy this way. You�ve got your blue print. Go to school and get schooled.. but there are always other ways to learn. God bless REACH.. if I can say god bless.... for teaching youngsters how to use their minds outside of the box and what is really given to them. We have our schools.... then we have our college. We have our jobs and our houses, and our cars and our husbands and wives. We have our things, our phones.. This is all that we are ``supposed�� to have. Get born, grow up, live your life and die.... but how are you going to live your life?!!!
That�s all I want to know... we grow up with someone else.... making our decisions... and I don�t know about you but I want to be educated.. I want to know, discover, see what they see. What really is, today in age. What was the ripple effect of all the problems we are facing today. Where did it start? Was it man who lighted the match? Or just a process that always happens... a repetition of life.
I�m just beginning to feel more and more like a helpless ant adding to the pile of grain. Turning into a worker bee where in another 6 months when I come home it will be impossible for me to even sit and think. Pile me up again with a thousand things, suffocate...
How are we going to survive when it comes to that great turn, that great change. Flooding cities and dried up oil. Cut down oxygen and, and.. .everything. Where are you going to run.. what are you going to be.
All I know, is that its about time that I do some learning. This is the beginning, and whatever paths that are being destroyed now.. its us.. us, our children, our grand children who are going to be repaving the walk again.

-Then we have our drugs.... pull in drugs to our city... and its just a part of life.. A war that will never be over.
Where you take your first try out of curiosity... times when they can help, expand your mind.. then you get addicted to that ``get high��. Take and take until your numb... destroy precious cells until your on a hospital bed being shot back to life.
And when I met him, he was so smart. Brain like crazy lightning now its all rushed.. dirtied up. Smart leaders and strong minds, stolen away and imprisoned by addiction. Dumb them up and send them to the caves, same old jobs and lack of ambition...

But aren�t the hairs on the back of your neck standing up real high?
I know mine are... that feeling you get in the pit of your stomach when something big is going to change. Like someone is watching.. pushing.. but we�ve still got that instinct... but staying still because where is there to go that isn�t already taken?

Its big.. With this just being one erruption, I sit down to write and this is is only part of it that tries to get out of me.
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